Your in-game name: "Second"
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:85768677
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/TheSecondDiaryKeeper/
Date of blacklist: 14/05/24
Who blacklisted you (if known): Ellie
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: I was blacklisted for alleged involvement with Puggo during a massive plot against a lot of members of the community.
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: None that I am aware of.
List any alt accounts: N/A
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: Yes, 3 warns and 1 ban.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: Avoiding confrontation by any means necessary and trying to keep a more positive image of myself while not giving into drama like I did before.
Why should you be unblacklisted: I waited 5 months before resubmitting to give myself more time to think, as well as allow for more time for the situation(s) involved to settle. Everything I said in my last appeal is still applicable, and I would ask whoever is reviewing this to read that one as well (https://civilnetworks.net/community/threads/blacklist-amnesty-second.30426/) since everything I said there is still true.
There are some things I am still not comfortable sharing on the forums, as they were very personal and I would like to request that the SSL/NL member(s) reviewing this case DM me on Discord (tsdksecond) before a verdict is made as I would not like to leak more screenshots involved with this incident. That said, all of them have already been sent to Yeke shortly after my last appeal, though I would be happy to reshare/discuss them with him or anyone else if the links died or more context is needed.
I feel as though the decision to blacklist me, while understandable at the time, was very rushed due to the circumstances during that time. With SL/NL/CL4/CL5 members being doxxed (myself included), harassment campaigns going on against half the server, and all the drama combining together to make a very harsh environment. As I said prior, I understand why Ellie blacklisted me at the time, but I feel like the decision was made very haphazardly. Up until that point, I had been very helpful with her trying to give her and all other SL who asked all the information I had at the time. I understand that my own personal handling of the situation was not perfect, and I could've and would've done things differently today, but I will admit my mistakes. As stated above, I feel as though this some things should not be discussed publicly to avoid more witch hunting or drama for anyone involved and would again like to reiterate that I would like to have a DM conversation before a verdict is made due to the nature of certain topics. If Yeke is the one reviewing this, then I'd ask you look at what I DMed you a couple months back for the full context of things I am not comfortable sharing on the forums or that would go against policies related to the forums.
I understand I have a less than stellar history on CN, I was a dumb emotional teenager when I first joined and I let my emotional side get the best of me. I've since matured and moved away from a lot of the negative influences that were in my life during a majority of my time on CN, and I would be grateful for a chance to return to play again with friends. I've grown and changed a lot in the past year, and I just wanna casually enjoy CN again.