What server you were banned on: SCP-RP (USA)
Your in-game name: Sarge
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:26016611
Ban Reason: Inappropriate Conduct | Toxicity
Date of ban: 3/28/25
Who banned you: The Monolith
Ban length: 5 days
What will you do to stop this from happening again: Take this ban to heart and reread the server rules again. Ill keep better track of my anger and if I ever feel this way again I will remove myself from the situation and just hop on to a non verbal SCP. The only other time I have ever been toxic in any way is when asked what I thought of E11 I got a warn for saying their rule 2 is to "Be an a**hole to everyone." In which I got a warn for it.
Why should you be unbanned: First off, transparency here https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/jYABf1lw8JfyrOpxT?invite=cr-MSxDV3gsMjIxOTE0MDA0 Is what I did. I am not here to hide anything.
The reason I said the things I said is because I was frustrated with a situation that had happened 3 minutes earlier. I was still waiting on a ticket as can be seen in the top right of my screen. I was murdered by an ISD when I didn't have my gun out after killing that same officer. I got kicked from Thaum and I was furious with the situation at hand, a guard who had already been giving d-class to teddy bear and other SCP's telling them. "Take them wherever you feel like." Then comes in kills a fellow officer shoots me with a shotgun. kills a dclass firing wildly into a crowd of people. So I stop him as I felt my life was in danger. I put away my gun get killed by an ISD with no other words but "What the fuck" Before opening fire on me unarmed. And while I was waiting for my ticket to be pulled he comes back tells me to shut the fuck up and I lost it.
This is not at all normal for me. Ask anyone who knows Sarge. And its a whole mess of people. I don't EVER get that way. I see a guy using an old tag of A6 he shouldn't be because it was deformed giving D-class to SCPs and running around mass RDMing. I am going to get angry. But thats usually it, I just get mad but let the situation handle itself or report it myself. Which I was waiting to do in the ticket I was waiting on. But the reason I blew up NOW was due to some stress going on in my personal life. There is not much I can do to help my situation. Thats why I returned to Gmod was to experience the fun times again.
I don't wish to ruin the experience for anyone. I got frustrated and I am sorry. I apologized profusely in the sit with Mono, which is why I am assuming I only got 5 days instead of perma. Cause I guess my words could be misconstrued as ERP as well which of course it was not. I don't wish to have my record of a year and a half marred for a one time thing that will NEVER happen again. I've held many whitelisted roles. And would like to hold them again. With any and all my other warns being well over a year old. Except the toxicity warn for the aforementioned "Rule 2 of e11 is be an asshole to everyone" Which during that warn for me the E11 was perma'd for having something like 12 toxicity warnings.
I have always taken my warnings and anything I have done wrong with grace and understanding. This one is no exception. If the ban is to stay then I understand I will not bring it up again and will take my punishment because I know full well the wrong I have done. I was greatly frustrated by the things I saw that officer doing. What he HAD done 3 minutes previous and how the situation was handled after the fact by ISD giving no commands of any kind and opening fire on me while I was unarmed instead of arresting me and giving me a chance to explain why I had just done what I'd done.
In conclusion, I'd like the ban lifted, If nothing else for when I do attempt to be Captain yet again. I've never done anything even CLOSE to the sort. You can go back and look at either of my applications. I am a great roleplayer and understanding guy and one to keep my cool. This time I didn't Its my own fault going through the issues IRL I am going through. I know VERY well that is no excuse. And you'd be right to think so as well. There is no excuse for my words there.
Your in-game name: Sarge
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:26016611
Ban Reason: Inappropriate Conduct | Toxicity
Date of ban: 3/28/25
Who banned you: The Monolith
Ban length: 5 days
What will you do to stop this from happening again: Take this ban to heart and reread the server rules again. Ill keep better track of my anger and if I ever feel this way again I will remove myself from the situation and just hop on to a non verbal SCP. The only other time I have ever been toxic in any way is when asked what I thought of E11 I got a warn for saying their rule 2 is to "Be an a**hole to everyone." In which I got a warn for it.
Why should you be unbanned: First off, transparency here https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/jYABf1lw8JfyrOpxT?invite=cr-MSxDV3gsMjIxOTE0MDA0 Is what I did. I am not here to hide anything.
The reason I said the things I said is because I was frustrated with a situation that had happened 3 minutes earlier. I was still waiting on a ticket as can be seen in the top right of my screen. I was murdered by an ISD when I didn't have my gun out after killing that same officer. I got kicked from Thaum and I was furious with the situation at hand, a guard who had already been giving d-class to teddy bear and other SCP's telling them. "Take them wherever you feel like." Then comes in kills a fellow officer shoots me with a shotgun. kills a dclass firing wildly into a crowd of people. So I stop him as I felt my life was in danger. I put away my gun get killed by an ISD with no other words but "What the fuck" Before opening fire on me unarmed. And while I was waiting for my ticket to be pulled he comes back tells me to shut the fuck up and I lost it.
This is not at all normal for me. Ask anyone who knows Sarge. And its a whole mess of people. I don't EVER get that way. I see a guy using an old tag of A6 he shouldn't be because it was deformed giving D-class to SCPs and running around mass RDMing. I am going to get angry. But thats usually it, I just get mad but let the situation handle itself or report it myself. Which I was waiting to do in the ticket I was waiting on. But the reason I blew up NOW was due to some stress going on in my personal life. There is not much I can do to help my situation. Thats why I returned to Gmod was to experience the fun times again.
I don't wish to ruin the experience for anyone. I got frustrated and I am sorry. I apologized profusely in the sit with Mono, which is why I am assuming I only got 5 days instead of perma. Cause I guess my words could be misconstrued as ERP as well which of course it was not. I don't wish to have my record of a year and a half marred for a one time thing that will NEVER happen again. I've held many whitelisted roles. And would like to hold them again. With any and all my other warns being well over a year old. Except the toxicity warn for the aforementioned "Rule 2 of e11 is be an asshole to everyone" Which during that warn for me the E11 was perma'd for having something like 12 toxicity warnings.
I have always taken my warnings and anything I have done wrong with grace and understanding. This one is no exception. If the ban is to stay then I understand I will not bring it up again and will take my punishment because I know full well the wrong I have done. I was greatly frustrated by the things I saw that officer doing. What he HAD done 3 minutes previous and how the situation was handled after the fact by ISD giving no commands of any kind and opening fire on me while I was unarmed instead of arresting me and giving me a chance to explain why I had just done what I'd done.
In conclusion, I'd like the ban lifted, If nothing else for when I do attempt to be Captain yet again. I've never done anything even CLOSE to the sort. You can go back and look at either of my applications. I am a great roleplayer and understanding guy and one to keep my cool. This time I didn't Its my own fault going through the issues IRL I am going through. I know VERY well that is no excuse. And you'd be right to think so as well. There is no excuse for my words there.
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