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Name: Jax Pascall
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PAC:
Name: Jax Pascall
Affiliation: Foundation Personnel
Overview:
Jax Pascall is a quiet, withdrawn Foundation operative whose presence is marked most notably by a faded red scarf she keeps wrapped around her neck regardless of assignment or environment. Officially, it is listed as a personal effect approved for morale purposes. Unofficially, it is the last thing tying her to a life that no longer exists.
That illusion shattered when she was fourteen.
A containment failure occurred at a nearby, non-public research site—later expunged from all civilian records. The event was brief, violent, and thoroughly covered up. Jax never learned what escaped, only what it left behind. Entire blocks were evacuated overnight. Her father was reported missing, then quietly reclassified as deceased. Her mother survived long enough to understand that no explanation would ever come.
In the weeks that followed, Foundation operatives conducted standard amnestic distribution. Jax’s mother refused treatment, desperate to remember something—a name, a reason, a face to blame. She died by suicide less than a month later.
Jax was left with fragmented memories that the amnestics never fully erased: the sound of alarms she was never meant to hear, men in unfamiliar uniforms, and a red scarf her mother wrapped around her neck on the final night they spent together, whispering that it would keep her safe.
She proved compliant, intelligent, and emotionally distant. Psychological evaluations noted chronic survivor’s guilt, sleep paralysis, and a persistent fear of silence. She did not cry during interviews. She did not ask questions. When told that some truths were dangerous to know, she nodded and accepted it.
At eighteen, she was given a choice most never receive: full amnestic treatment and release, or recruitment into the organization that had destroyed her family—though never framed in those terms.
She chose recruitment.
Colleagues describe her as reliable but distant. She does not socialize beyond necessity, avoids personal discussions, and has never removed the red scarf in front of others. Attempts to confiscate it during early training resulted in acute psychological distress; the item was later approved as a personal grounding object.
Jax does not speak about her past unless required by debriefing protocol. When asked why she continues to serve, her answer is always the same:
“If someone has to stand between the world and what’s out there, it might as well be someone who already lost everything.”
She does not believe she deserves a future—only that she can be useful until she’s no longer needed.
And when the alarms stop, the corridors go quiet, and the lights dim, she grips the red scarf a little tighter, reminding herself that at least one promise from her old life still holds.
Date: ██/██/20██
Location: Site-██ (Records Partially Expunged)
Personnel Involved:
During a scheduled containment transfer of an unidentified humanoid SCP object, an internal power fluctuation caused a partial containment lapse within the transfer corridor. Automated lockdown procedures failed to fully engage, resulting in hostile contact between the entity and response personnel.
J. Pascall was positioned at the rear of the formation when the breach occurred. Two members of Alpha-██ were incapacitated within the first 12 seconds. Audio logs indicate panic among remaining personnel.
Despite direct orders to fall back and await secondary containment teams, J. Pascall advanced toward the entity in an attempt to draw its attention away from wounded staff. Helmet-cam footage shows her maintaining position long after her weapon systems were rendered ineffective.
The entity was eventually neutralized by arriving heavy response units. J. Pascall was recovered unconscious, suffering from severe lacerations, internal trauma, and hypoxia.
Casualties:
J. Pascall’s actions are credited with preventing further loss of life. However, post-incident review notes a pattern of reckless self-endangerment inconsistent with standard Foundation survival protocols.
Disciplinary Action: None.
Commendation: Posthumous commendation recommended by commanding officer; declined by J. Pascall upon recovery.
Subject: Pascall, Jax
Evaluation Summary:
Subject presents with long-standing symptoms consistent with Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD), Persistent Depressive Disorder, and Survivor’s Guilt Syndrome.
During evaluation, subject was cooperative but emotionally flat. Eye contact was minimal. When questioned about personal motivation, subject repeatedly redirected conversation toward operational effectiveness and duty fulfillment.
Notable behaviors include:
“It has value if it keeps someone else alive.”
Recommendation is continued service with monitoring, as removal from active duty may increase risk of self-harm or psychological collapse. Subject appears to define personal existence solely through utility to the Foundation.
Evaluator’s Note:
Pascall does not fear death. She fears being unnecessary.
[DATA EXPUNGED]
Recovered documentation suggests the containment failure responsible for Pascall’s early-life civilian exposure was not accidental.
Internal correspondence references a cost-benefit decision made by Site administration to delay evacuation procedures in order to preserve research integrity. Casualty projections included non-essential civilian loss.
Pascall’s father is listed among personnel who attempted to override lockdown systems manually.
Her mother’s refusal of amnestic treatment is flagged as a liability oversight.
Final memo recommendation:
“Subject Pascall shows long-term psychological compatibility with Foundation operational needs. Termination unnecessary. Recruitment preferable.”
[REMAINDER OF FILE EXPUNGED]
Record Status: Active
Ethics Committee Review: Pending
Therapist: Dr. ████████
Subject: Jax Pascall
Session Type: Mandatory post-incident psychological counseling
Transcript Begins
Dr. ████████: You declined the commendation again.
Pascall: I didn’t earn it.
Dr. ████████: Two people are alive because you didn’t retreat.
Pascall: They’re alive because someone else finished the job.
Dr. ████████: Why is it so important to you that you don’t receive credit?
Pascall: Because if I’m thanked for it, it means it was a choice.
Dr. ████████: And it wasn’t?
Pascall: It was reflex.
Dr. ████████: A reflex to put yourself in harm’s way.
(Pause — 6 seconds)
Pascall: If I hesitate, people die. If I don’t, sometimes they don’t. That’s all there is.
Dr. ████████: You’re describing a belief system where your survival is optional.
Pascall: It always has been.
Dr. ████████: Do you remember your parents often?
(Extended silence — 14 seconds)
Pascall: I remember the sound of alarms. I remember my mother’s hands shaking when she tied the scarf. I don’t remember my father’s voice anymore.
Dr. ████████: How does that make you feel?
Pascall: Like I failed him by living long enough to forget.
Dr. ████████: Jax… do you believe the Foundation is responsible for what happened to your family?
(Audio distortion recorded)
Pascall: I believe the Foundation did what it decided was acceptable.
Dr. ████████: And how do you feel about serving an organization that made that decision?
Pascall: Someone was going to stand on that line. If it wasn’t me, it would be someone who still thinks they’re going home afterward.
Dr. ████████: Do you think you deserve peace?
(Pause — 21 seconds)
Pascall: No.
Dr. ████████: Why not?
Pascall: Because peace means it’s over. And if it’s over, then what they died for didn’t matter.
Dr. ████████: What would happen if you stopped wearing the scarf?
(Subject exhibits visible distress; respiration elevated)
Pascall: Then there’s nothing left to remind me why I don’t stop.
Dr. ████████: This session is ending early.
Pascall: Did I say something wrong?
Dr. ████████: No. You said something honest.
Transcript Ends
Therapist’s Closing Note:
Subject demonstrates a deeply entrenched martyr complex reinforced by unresolved grief and institutional moral injury. Removal from service is not advised. Continued exposure may result in eventual psychological collapse, but enforced rest or reassignment presents a higher immediate risk.
Subject does not seek healing.
Subject seeks permission to endure.
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:186369727
Lore:
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Note: Recently I've had some FailRP issues, I've decided a good solution is to step back and actually genuinely wholeheartedly treat it like a roleplay server and invest myself in the role and lore of the character I am playing. I have settled on this... I hope it is good, I will make any necessary modifications please just comment them down bellow.
PAC:
Name: Jax Pascall
Affiliation: Foundation Personnel
Overview:
Jax Pascall is a quiet, withdrawn Foundation operative whose presence is marked most notably by a faded red scarf she keeps wrapped around her neck regardless of assignment or environment. Officially, it is listed as a personal effect approved for morale purposes. Unofficially, it is the last thing tying her to a life that no longer exists.
Early Life
Jax Pascall was born in a mid-sized coastal city to parents who lived unremarkable, working-class lives. Her childhood was not exceptional, but it was warm. Her mother taught literature at a local school, and her father worked long shifts in maritime logistics. Jax grew up surrounded by books, routine, and the quiet reassurance that tomorrow would look much like today.That illusion shattered when she was fourteen.
A containment failure occurred at a nearby, non-public research site—later expunged from all civilian records. The event was brief, violent, and thoroughly covered up. Jax never learned what escaped, only what it left behind. Entire blocks were evacuated overnight. Her father was reported missing, then quietly reclassified as deceased. Her mother survived long enough to understand that no explanation would ever come.
In the weeks that followed, Foundation operatives conducted standard amnestic distribution. Jax’s mother refused treatment, desperate to remember something—a name, a reason, a face to blame. She died by suicide less than a month later.
Jax was left with fragmented memories that the amnestics never fully erased: the sound of alarms she was never meant to hear, men in unfamiliar uniforms, and a red scarf her mother wrapped around her neck on the final night they spent together, whispering that it would keep her safe.
Foundation Custody
With no remaining next of kin and flagged exposure to anomalous events, Jax entered Foundation custody under the pretense of state care. For years, she moved through foster programs and Foundation-adjacent institutions, her records carefully altered to prevent scrutiny.She proved compliant, intelligent, and emotionally distant. Psychological evaluations noted chronic survivor’s guilt, sleep paralysis, and a persistent fear of silence. She did not cry during interviews. She did not ask questions. When told that some truths were dangerous to know, she nodded and accepted it.
At eighteen, she was given a choice most never receive: full amnestic treatment and release, or recruitment into the organization that had destroyed her family—though never framed in those terms.
She chose recruitment.
Service Record
Jax demonstrated strong performance in high-risk environments where emotional detachment was an asset. She does not hesitate under pressure, not because she is fearless, but because fear has long since settled into something dull and constant.Colleagues describe her as reliable but distant. She does not socialize beyond necessity, avoids personal discussions, and has never removed the red scarf in front of others. Attempts to confiscate it during early training resulted in acute psychological distress; the item was later approved as a personal grounding object.
Jax does not speak about her past unless required by debriefing protocol. When asked why she continues to serve, her answer is always the same:
“If someone has to stand between the world and what’s out there, it might as well be someone who already lost everything.”
Psychological Notes
- Suffers from persistent depressive disorder and complex PTSD
- Displays strong loyalty to the Foundation despite personal history
- Demonstrates self-sacrificial tendencies during operations
- Red scarf is a non-anomalous personal effect; removal is not advised
Current Status
Jax Pascall remains an active Foundation operative. She follows orders without complaint, enters places others hesitate to step into, and accepts outcomes she knows will never be fair.She does not believe she deserves a future—only that she can be useful until she’s no longer needed.
And when the alarms stop, the corridors go quiet, and the lights dim, she grips the red scarf a little tighter, reminding herself that at least one promise from her old life still holds.
Addendum A — Incident Report
Incident Designation: IR-███-PASCALLDate: ██/██/20██
Location: Site-██ (Records Partially Expunged)
Personnel Involved:
- J. Pascall
- Response Team Alpha-██
- Site Security Personnel
During a scheduled containment transfer of an unidentified humanoid SCP object, an internal power fluctuation caused a partial containment lapse within the transfer corridor. Automated lockdown procedures failed to fully engage, resulting in hostile contact between the entity and response personnel.
J. Pascall was positioned at the rear of the formation when the breach occurred. Two members of Alpha-██ were incapacitated within the first 12 seconds. Audio logs indicate panic among remaining personnel.
Despite direct orders to fall back and await secondary containment teams, J. Pascall advanced toward the entity in an attempt to draw its attention away from wounded staff. Helmet-cam footage shows her maintaining position long after her weapon systems were rendered ineffective.
The entity was eventually neutralized by arriving heavy response units. J. Pascall was recovered unconscious, suffering from severe lacerations, internal trauma, and hypoxia.
Casualties:
- 2 personnel deceased
- 3 personnel critically injured
J. Pascall’s actions are credited with preventing further loss of life. However, post-incident review notes a pattern of reckless self-endangerment inconsistent with standard Foundation survival protocols.
Disciplinary Action: None.
Commendation: Posthumous commendation recommended by commanding officer; declined by J. Pascall upon recovery.
Addendum B — Psychological Evaluation
Evaluator: Dr. ████████Subject: Pascall, Jax
Evaluation Summary:
Subject presents with long-standing symptoms consistent with Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD), Persistent Depressive Disorder, and Survivor’s Guilt Syndrome.
During evaluation, subject was cooperative but emotionally flat. Eye contact was minimal. When questioned about personal motivation, subject repeatedly redirected conversation toward operational effectiveness and duty fulfillment.
Notable behaviors include:
- Chronic insomnia with recurring nightmares involving alarms, evacuation orders, and maternal death
- Hypervigilance during periods of silence
- Strong aversion to removal of personal red scarf (classified as a grounding object)
- Marked disregard for personal safety when others are at risk
“It has value if it keeps someone else alive.”
Recommendation is continued service with monitoring, as removal from active duty may increase risk of self-harm or psychological collapse. Subject appears to define personal existence solely through utility to the Foundation.
Evaluator’s Note:
Pascall does not fear death. She fears being unnecessary.
Addendum C — Expunged Record
NOTICE: The following section contains information restricted to Level 4/██ clearance. Unauthorized access is punishable under Foundation security statute.[DATA EXPUNGED]
Recovered documentation suggests the containment failure responsible for Pascall’s early-life civilian exposure was not accidental.
Internal correspondence references a cost-benefit decision made by Site administration to delay evacuation procedures in order to preserve research integrity. Casualty projections included non-essential civilian loss.
Pascall’s father is listed among personnel who attempted to override lockdown systems manually.
Her mother’s refusal of amnestic treatment is flagged as a liability oversight.
Final memo recommendation:
“Subject Pascall shows long-term psychological compatibility with Foundation operational needs. Termination unnecessary. Recruitment preferable.”
[REMAINDER OF FILE EXPUNGED]
Record Status: Active
Ethics Committee Review: Pending
Addendum D — Classified Therapist Session Transcript
Clearance Required: Level 3/██Therapist: Dr. ████████
Subject: Jax Pascall
Session Type: Mandatory post-incident psychological counseling
Transcript Begins
Dr. ████████: You declined the commendation again.
Pascall: I didn’t earn it.
Dr. ████████: Two people are alive because you didn’t retreat.
Pascall: They’re alive because someone else finished the job.
Dr. ████████: Why is it so important to you that you don’t receive credit?
Pascall: Because if I’m thanked for it, it means it was a choice.
Dr. ████████: And it wasn’t?
Pascall: It was reflex.
Dr. ████████: A reflex to put yourself in harm’s way.
(Pause — 6 seconds)
Pascall: If I hesitate, people die. If I don’t, sometimes they don’t. That’s all there is.
Dr. ████████: You’re describing a belief system where your survival is optional.
Pascall: It always has been.
Dr. ████████: Do you remember your parents often?
(Extended silence — 14 seconds)
Pascall: I remember the sound of alarms. I remember my mother’s hands shaking when she tied the scarf. I don’t remember my father’s voice anymore.
Dr. ████████: How does that make you feel?
Pascall: Like I failed him by living long enough to forget.
Dr. ████████: Jax… do you believe the Foundation is responsible for what happened to your family?
(Audio distortion recorded)
Pascall: I believe the Foundation did what it decided was acceptable.
Dr. ████████: And how do you feel about serving an organization that made that decision?
Pascall: Someone was going to stand on that line. If it wasn’t me, it would be someone who still thinks they’re going home afterward.
Dr. ████████: Do you think you deserve peace?
(Pause — 21 seconds)
Pascall: No.
Dr. ████████: Why not?
Pascall: Because peace means it’s over. And if it’s over, then what they died for didn’t matter.
Dr. ████████: What would happen if you stopped wearing the scarf?
(Subject exhibits visible distress; respiration elevated)
Pascall: Then there’s nothing left to remind me why I don’t stop.
Dr. ████████: This session is ending early.
Pascall: Did I say something wrong?
Dr. ████████: No. You said something honest.
Transcript Ends
Therapist’s Closing Note:
Subject demonstrates a deeply entrenched martyr complex reinforced by unresolved grief and institutional moral injury. Removal from service is not advised. Continued exposure may result in eventual psychological collapse, but enforced rest or reassignment presents a higher immediate risk.
Subject does not seek healing.
Subject seeks permission to endure.
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