Even though I haven't even been playing for a year I have decided that this server isn't for me and I decided to properly say goodbye for anyone who still remembers I even existed, I don't have too much to say but I would still like to leave some words.
Now that is out of the way, I will be saying my proper goodbyes and shouting some people out.
@Pyro - Thank you for giving me a private Nu-7 tryout due to me missing the public tryout due to not meeting level requirements and being one of the first people from the server I became friends with, you'll always be cool to me.
@Sir Barry - Thank you for always being there and supporting me, you were always a joy to talk to. /me daps up
@moonyguru - You were always super fun to talk to and even though you were extremely goofy it was funny when you got COM, I will always remember Moe being a requirement in O-1 bunks.
@Scopes - Despite all the shit you've been through you still keep going, I honestly respect you so much for that and I hope you get far.
@Jackmaze - Even though I wasn't staff for long you were an extremely sweet and unstanding supervisor, thank you for being so considerate despite my constant life problems. You were a real one.
@Randalls @Crow Kalashnikov - I am sorry for the way I acted towards you two at the end of my postion as commander, I was being completely disrespectful and acting like a child. I do not hold any hard feelings against you guys and I hope that everything goes well in Ethics, I also hope that you can come to forgive me for my immaturity (and I wish you luck Randal on O5).
@Kij - You were such a great Major in O-1 and I appreciated you so much for being one of the leaders when Second or I couldn't be, you would've made such an amazing LTCOM/COM.
@Fidel - No matter what you were always someone I knew I could open up to and one of the only people I spoke to about how I felt, thank you for always supporting me no matter what. You are an amazing Major.
@Everyone in O-1 - My time with you guys was one of the best, I felt so honoured being able to be your commander. I hoped that I was a good one while in my position and that everything is going well in my absence, please don't forget to escort (and to escort properly).
@Second - Thank you for being my number one supporter while on the server and always being there for me, whether it be to vent or laugh with you about something dumb that happened. You were the reason I started playing and I don't regret it one bit, even if you were a huge minge sometimes. I will always love you no matter what. <3
Sorry if I missed anyone, I have trouble with my memory but just know that I appreciate every person that I have met on the server. I may not have been the most active and I may not be that well known but I will always remember you all, and you guys will have a special place in my heart.
Maybe one day I will come back but for now this is my final goodbyes.
Until we meet again.
- Aurora "Kinhea" Bellerose
I started playing in October when my friends began playing themselves, I wanted to be involved in whatever they were doing so I hopped on and began playing. I still remember hating Gensec due to the constant harrassment I would recieve and loving researcher (I totally didn't just kill D-class with the meme picture), I would play almost every day.
Eventually though, I made it into O-1 for reasons that were not deserved. I was recruited due to me being a women, or that was what I was told. I did nothing to stand out, I didn't excell in any sort of combat while in Nu-7 and I barely spoke with O-1/Ethics due to being on surface all the time. But I was still pulled into the meeting room in Ethics wing and asked to join. My tryout was also extremely scuffed, we kicked out E-11 from killhouse despite them hosting a tryout (sorry E-11 <3).
I don't regret joining O-1, I honestly loved my time there. But I do know that the reason for my recruitment was quite unfair and extremely biased, same goes for my commander position. I still believe I was not a good commander despite holding my position for 4/5 months, honestly I was glad that I was demoted as I was too attached to the regiment and my position to resign or step down. But things must always come to an end and that's why I am now leaving for good.
Eventually though, I made it into O-1 for reasons that were not deserved. I was recruited due to me being a women, or that was what I was told. I did nothing to stand out, I didn't excell in any sort of combat while in Nu-7 and I barely spoke with O-1/Ethics due to being on surface all the time. But I was still pulled into the meeting room in Ethics wing and asked to join. My tryout was also extremely scuffed, we kicked out E-11 from killhouse despite them hosting a tryout (sorry E-11 <3).
I don't regret joining O-1, I honestly loved my time there. But I do know that the reason for my recruitment was quite unfair and extremely biased, same goes for my commander position. I still believe I was not a good commander despite holding my position for 4/5 months, honestly I was glad that I was demoted as I was too attached to the regiment and my position to resign or step down. But things must always come to an end and that's why I am now leaving for good.
Now that is out of the way, I will be saying my proper goodbyes and shouting some people out.
@Pyro - Thank you for giving me a private Nu-7 tryout due to me missing the public tryout due to not meeting level requirements and being one of the first people from the server I became friends with, you'll always be cool to me.
@Sir Barry - Thank you for always being there and supporting me, you were always a joy to talk to. /me daps up
@moonyguru - You were always super fun to talk to and even though you were extremely goofy it was funny when you got COM, I will always remember Moe being a requirement in O-1 bunks.
@Scopes - Despite all the shit you've been through you still keep going, I honestly respect you so much for that and I hope you get far.
@Jackmaze - Even though I wasn't staff for long you were an extremely sweet and unstanding supervisor, thank you for being so considerate despite my constant life problems. You were a real one.
@Randalls @Crow Kalashnikov - I am sorry for the way I acted towards you two at the end of my postion as commander, I was being completely disrespectful and acting like a child. I do not hold any hard feelings against you guys and I hope that everything goes well in Ethics, I also hope that you can come to forgive me for my immaturity (and I wish you luck Randal on O5).
@Kij - You were such a great Major in O-1 and I appreciated you so much for being one of the leaders when Second or I couldn't be, you would've made such an amazing LTCOM/COM.
@Fidel - No matter what you were always someone I knew I could open up to and one of the only people I spoke to about how I felt, thank you for always supporting me no matter what. You are an amazing Major.
@Everyone in O-1 - My time with you guys was one of the best, I felt so honoured being able to be your commander. I hoped that I was a good one while in my position and that everything is going well in my absence, please don't forget to escort (and to escort properly).
@Second - Thank you for being my number one supporter while on the server and always being there for me, whether it be to vent or laugh with you about something dumb that happened. You were the reason I started playing and I don't regret it one bit, even if you were a huge minge sometimes. I will always love you no matter what. <3
Sorry if I missed anyone, I have trouble with my memory but just know that I appreciate every person that I have met on the server. I may not have been the most active and I may not be that well known but I will always remember you all, and you guys will have a special place in my heart.
Maybe one day I will come back but for now this is my final goodbyes.
Until we meet again.
- Aurora "Kinhea" Bellerose
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