hi lol
to be honest i think the good bye messages are kinda weird, ive never personally read one and dont expect many to read this one plus most people who 'quit' come back anyways so its never really farewells. the only reason i had been planning this post was to address rumors about why i left staff, and i assure u it wasnt duke dreamer lmfao, ive been around for like almost 2 years now which is wild considering how far along i made it. im genuinely more than grateful for all the connections and friendships ive made along the way. i met like my clostest friend and watched him go to boot camp and get married bc of some stupid gmod server like it is that deep sometimes LOL ive made some of the realist connections of my life in this weird (majority chronically online) community and i wish the absolute best for like the better half of the server .
i uhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmm am leaving staff probably permanently due to the amount of just pure hate i got for being a female staff member that was lowkey super weird i got featured in a few youtube videos shout out to @bubgames which lead to weirdos finding my discord and since then ive gotten r*pe threats, d*ath threats, stabbing threats, threats to release my priv info lol ; it is a choice to be here
i am sorry that i didnt do much as my time as sr admin and o5, i had more talking power at the table than most people and still the server is....so poor in quality at times that ive realized there was never a way to 'fix it' by the end i was just tired.
i was 19 and fresh out a super toxic relationship when i joined and made the best friends ever in a1 (back when it was good not all u freaks now), i led IA through the transition to ISD i was like 1/4 of the first commissioners with some cool people, i was site admin for like ever it felt like i had more free time back then dude i was LOCKED i was doing everything my record is unmatched probably shout out viggo he would prob still be an inactive chief if i didnt step in LMFAO sorry, then i became staff ranked up pretty quick made alot of friends, yeke actually is one of the most genuine people ive ever met, the kindest heart and soul undeserving of dealing with the freaks of nature that come through here, meowling my beloved hg deserves to deal with it a little bit cuz she mean, the big jd who i used to be very scared of became one of my close friends even tho he is VERY old and doesnt get all my jokes, bart jergens...pool...peter fitzinwel.. my favorite troll, lowwkey da whole like a1 regcom like fraud made the last 4 months enjoyable, HUGE shout out to ethan for actually updating the server will be the only reason it doesnt die eventually, i cant really think of anyone else shout out to raixins daughter i got told she looked up to me once
im 21 now and it stills feels like leaving a toxic relationship LMFAO i dont rlly plan to like cut off my friends from here, just leaving the community in a very uh honest way because if i didnt people would kinda just make up their own reason and i didnt want that to be the note i left on LOL this iss so cringe bye #cnloyalty
to be honest i think the good bye messages are kinda weird, ive never personally read one and dont expect many to read this one plus most people who 'quit' come back anyways so its never really farewells. the only reason i had been planning this post was to address rumors about why i left staff, and i assure u it wasnt duke dreamer lmfao, ive been around for like almost 2 years now which is wild considering how far along i made it. im genuinely more than grateful for all the connections and friendships ive made along the way. i met like my clostest friend and watched him go to boot camp and get married bc of some stupid gmod server like it is that deep sometimes LOL ive made some of the realist connections of my life in this weird (majority chronically online) community and i wish the absolute best for like the better half of the server .
i uhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmm am leaving staff probably permanently due to the amount of just pure hate i got for being a female staff member that was lowkey super weird i got featured in a few youtube videos shout out to @bubgames which lead to weirdos finding my discord and since then ive gotten r*pe threats, d*ath threats, stabbing threats, threats to release my priv info lol ; it is a choice to be here
i am sorry that i didnt do much as my time as sr admin and o5, i had more talking power at the table than most people and still the server is....so poor in quality at times that ive realized there was never a way to 'fix it' by the end i was just tired.
i was 19 and fresh out a super toxic relationship when i joined and made the best friends ever in a1 (back when it was good not all u freaks now), i led IA through the transition to ISD i was like 1/4 of the first commissioners with some cool people, i was site admin for like ever it felt like i had more free time back then dude i was LOCKED i was doing everything my record is unmatched probably shout out viggo he would prob still be an inactive chief if i didnt step in LMFAO sorry, then i became staff ranked up pretty quick made alot of friends, yeke actually is one of the most genuine people ive ever met, the kindest heart and soul undeserving of dealing with the freaks of nature that come through here, meowling my beloved hg deserves to deal with it a little bit cuz she mean, the big jd who i used to be very scared of became one of my close friends even tho he is VERY old and doesnt get all my jokes, bart jergens...pool...peter fitzinwel.. my favorite troll, lowwkey da whole like a1 regcom like fraud made the last 4 months enjoyable, HUGE shout out to ethan for actually updating the server will be the only reason it doesnt die eventually, i cant really think of anyone else shout out to raixins daughter i got told she looked up to me once
im 21 now and it stills feels like leaving a toxic relationship LMFAO i dont rlly plan to like cut off my friends from here, just leaving the community in a very uh honest way because if i didnt people would kinda just make up their own reason and i didnt want that to be the note i left on LOL this iss so cringe bye #cnloyalty
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