Don't you dare quit for any reason you cunt you're really just overthinking this entire situation.
Everyone's a bit curious in life. Obviously the admin team simply cannot condone the use of the command you used (but it goes without saying there was an oversight there because a GM did not need that command in any circumstance lol) which is why you were stripped of your post (albeit excessive, a temporary demotion would've been fine since everyone knows you are still the same and didn't turn heel)
Your behaviour in OOC isn't always unwarranted. Sometimes you're not choosing sides, you're just being frank. Some members of NATO are very obviously encouraging of the "tribalism" as you/someone said somewhere else. (hurr durr my immersion!)
USSR is built different. We're proud to have you. You're an awesome lad and I'm sure (almost) everyone thinks the same way.
Hope you can sort out your personal issues doe, you can PM me or something if you ever wanna chat
Have fun lad x