Heya lads. I didnt think i will be writing one of those posts, but... there have been several situations that had happened recently that had forced me to leave CN, possibly for good. The build-up of stress caused by those situations became too much, and i simply cannot imagine myself playing on the UK SCP server anymore. I am no saint, and i feel guilty for what i had done. And so i deemed leaving the community the only logical option. I guess its time i say some things about some people.
Reiner - You were there when i was at the edge of calling it quits on exec. You helped me re-ignite my passion for RP and research. Sadly however, i won't be able to do this anymore. Shame it has to end this way, and hope youll keep on doing well in RSD.
Jesse - You helped me through my journey as a junior RSD. You helped me understand research better than anyone. You gave me the motivation to become an exec. Hope you get DoR one day lad. You deserve it. Truly.
Amelia - You were one of the few people to not run away whenever i was at my worst. I appreciate the interactions we've had, and i hope you do well as an OSA. And dont worry, you made the right choice :>
Julien - You revived my passion to create with pac. Just when i lost inspiration to do them for myself, you helped me realize my potential and have managed to create event pacs. Shame they will not see the light of day. Glad i met ya. I mean it.
I did not wanna burn any more bridges. So i thought saying goodbye to you people would at least bring some kind of closure.
Farewell, folks. What little time i got to spend with you guys, was wonderful. It still hurts me to end it like this after all thats happened.