Your in-game name: Claire 'Syringe'
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:195735014
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/_Clairee_/
Date of blacklist: 15/7/2023 I believe.
Who blacklisted you (if known): NL Team
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: I was originally banned for Causing Hysteria, and putting a gif of an image I won't be saying here. As well as toxicity, when it was increased from a Month to permanent when I was being a dick/rude to the former Community Leader at the time. I then got blacklisted, which is the biggest reason for leaking Site-9 Documents in rage, and broke the trust of everyone in the NL team at the time. And blacklist evaded in the Discord.
I believe that is everything, it's been almost 3 years. But Leaking Site-9, toxicity, and general drama.
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: Proton VPN for Discord and Netflix. Have never once gone on the server and blacklist evaded there.
List any alt accounts: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198421870388
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Both were only used for Counter-Strike, and that's it.
I don't have any of the alt accounts I used for the Discord years ago. Those are long gone however, you could probably find their ban message.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: I think I was kicked once for a joke, but I don't believe I was ever warned, and whatnot.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: I was 18 when the ban first took place, almost 3 years ago now. I am now about to turn 21 in May. The original ban, as much as back then, 3 years ago, I disagreed with. I have come to understand why I was banned for the first month. I’m not gonna go into detail here as to why I was banned, as it’s in my DMs with Ventz, and probably Yeke’s as well, from a long time ago.
I’ll make sure to keep my nose clean, stay away from drama as I have been doing, and associate with people who don’t exhibit bad behavior.
I was then blacklisted for leaking Site-9 Documents, and I sent a massive apology to Ventz about 2 years later. And then another one recently. Ventz was never the person I was angry at 3 years ago, and I was upset, foolish, and leaked Site-9 Documents. Which ruined his mood to work on it, and was generally a bad thing to do, as Ventz was a friend! I will make sure to never do something like that again, especially to people who I called friends.
I won’t mention anything that would cause drama. I’ll come and bring excellent roleplay to the community, and I will familiarize myself with the rules before reconnecting to the server.
I’ll continue to improve and prove that I can be trusted again, even if this doesn’t get accepted.
Why should you be unblacklisted: I’m probably going to be repeating myself here with what's up above, in which I do apologize for the NL team that has to read this! Not meaning to repeat myself.
However, I believe I should be unblacklisted if I've made the steps to kindle my relationship with the people with whom I broke my trust. I’ve kept my nose clean from blacklisted players, and anyone who may be causing drama within civil. And mainly disassociate with people who weren’t good behaviors.
It’s been three years, I’ve apologized for everything I have done, and understood what I did at the time, blacklist evading in the Discord, joining the leaking Site 9, etc. It was all just foolish things to do. I could have kept a friendly relationship with people whom I considered friends within the NL team; however, I didn’t, and did foolish things as I was upset. In which I have grown and learned not to do that again.
I’ve been in University, which is like a minor thing to bring up here, I suppose
, but It has genuinely helped me so much in bettering myself, and making sure I am not foolish. There were times I definitely wanted to pull someone's hair out, but I have made sure not to be an idiot and talk about it as adults.
I have tried my hardest to get unblacklisted. I want to come back and see the community compared to where I was 3 years ago. I want to progress through the roleplay ranks and bring genuine roleplay to the server. I miss all those things, and I want another chance.
I genuinely do appreciate over the years how much Network Leadership was willing to let me speak to them. I tried my hardest to kindle the relationship, and I believe I’ve tried my hardest, where actually putting a blacklist appeal, even if it doesn't get accepted, has a fair shot.
I've had this appeal written for a few hours, and put a lot of time into writing it. I do want to be given a second chance, even if I am heavily restricted as to what I do.
<3 Ruby
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:195735014
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/_Clairee_/
Date of blacklist: 15/7/2023 I believe.
Who blacklisted you (if known): NL Team
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: I was originally banned for Causing Hysteria, and putting a gif of an image I won't be saying here. As well as toxicity, when it was increased from a Month to permanent when I was being a dick/rude to the former Community Leader at the time. I then got blacklisted, which is the biggest reason for leaking Site-9 Documents in rage, and broke the trust of everyone in the NL team at the time. And blacklist evaded in the Discord.
I believe that is everything, it's been almost 3 years. But Leaking Site-9, toxicity, and general drama.
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: Proton VPN for Discord and Netflix. Have never once gone on the server and blacklist evaded there.
List any alt accounts: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198421870388
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Welcome To My Profile, I am Ruby :) Please explain why you are adding me in my comments before I accept.
Both were only used for Counter-Strike, and that's it.
I don't have any of the alt accounts I used for the Discord years ago. Those are long gone however, you could probably find their ban message.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: I think I was kicked once for a joke, but I don't believe I was ever warned, and whatnot.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: I was 18 when the ban first took place, almost 3 years ago now. I am now about to turn 21 in May. The original ban, as much as back then, 3 years ago, I disagreed with. I have come to understand why I was banned for the first month. I’m not gonna go into detail here as to why I was banned, as it’s in my DMs with Ventz, and probably Yeke’s as well, from a long time ago.
I’ll make sure to keep my nose clean, stay away from drama as I have been doing, and associate with people who don’t exhibit bad behavior.
I was then blacklisted for leaking Site-9 Documents, and I sent a massive apology to Ventz about 2 years later. And then another one recently. Ventz was never the person I was angry at 3 years ago, and I was upset, foolish, and leaked Site-9 Documents. Which ruined his mood to work on it, and was generally a bad thing to do, as Ventz was a friend! I will make sure to never do something like that again, especially to people who I called friends.
I won’t mention anything that would cause drama. I’ll come and bring excellent roleplay to the community, and I will familiarize myself with the rules before reconnecting to the server.
I’ll continue to improve and prove that I can be trusted again, even if this doesn’t get accepted.
Why should you be unblacklisted: I’m probably going to be repeating myself here with what's up above, in which I do apologize for the NL team that has to read this! Not meaning to repeat myself.
However, I believe I should be unblacklisted if I've made the steps to kindle my relationship with the people with whom I broke my trust. I’ve kept my nose clean from blacklisted players, and anyone who may be causing drama within civil. And mainly disassociate with people who weren’t good behaviors.
It’s been three years, I’ve apologized for everything I have done, and understood what I did at the time, blacklist evading in the Discord, joining the leaking Site 9, etc. It was all just foolish things to do. I could have kept a friendly relationship with people whom I considered friends within the NL team; however, I didn’t, and did foolish things as I was upset. In which I have grown and learned not to do that again.
I’ve been in University, which is like a minor thing to bring up here, I suppose
, but It has genuinely helped me so much in bettering myself, and making sure I am not foolish. There were times I definitely wanted to pull someone's hair out, but I have made sure not to be an idiot and talk about it as adults.I have tried my hardest to get unblacklisted. I want to come back and see the community compared to where I was 3 years ago. I want to progress through the roleplay ranks and bring genuine roleplay to the server. I miss all those things, and I want another chance.
I genuinely do appreciate over the years how much Network Leadership was willing to let me speak to them. I tried my hardest to kindle the relationship, and I believe I’ve tried my hardest, where actually putting a blacklist appeal, even if it doesn't get accepted, has a fair shot.
I've had this appeal written for a few hours, and put a lot of time into writing it. I do want to be given a second chance, even if I am heavily restricted as to what I do.
<3 Ruby
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