Your in-game name: Highlander
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:169798088
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198299861904/
Date of blacklist: **/**2022
Who blacklisted you (if known): It was so long ago. I do not remember, apologies.
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: In 2022, I remember sending a message via discord to a member of the SCPRP community, this message contained what was deemed "transphobic" content. As aforementioned, this is from memory due to time - however, I believe my message was not sent with that intent. I remember only stating that my country (Scotland) was politically pro transgender ideal and the people were in all actuality against the transgerderism. Whether I am correct in my memory or not, what I sent was inappropriate and un-asked for. I should not have even sent it. Nor do I share transphobic views. At the end of the day, I should have just shut up.
I then evaded my ban to get the blacklist. I was younger, more stupid and less mature. What I did though, was break the rules and that I know. I then evaded the blacklist and obtained a high rank Nu-7 position on the USA server before getting caught. I then evaded that as well before giving up. I also remember submitting a prior appeal closer to the events.
Recently I purchased a new PC Tower. In hopes of the blacklist maybe not being recognized I made a new account that I have listed in the -List any alt accounts:- section of this appeal. I was naive and hoped that I could play again. I was wrong. Now I realize that the best and only way to appeal this process is via the webpage.
I get that my recent attempt of logging on does not go for me. However, I seriously just wanted to get back on the game and see how it was going. I seriously do miss it still.
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: I have used AVG VPN in the past to evade the blacklist (how to got the high rank USA position)
List any alt accounts: I have alt accounts. However, due to time passing and myself getting a new PC tower I do not know ANY of them. I do admit to having them, as I have used them to evade the bans and the blacklist. I only have information to one of them.
RB121006
highestlandr
If it makes any difference, I do not have access to or remember any details to any other alt accounts.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: Yes. Many bans and a blacklist.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: Since the events I have majorly matured as a person. I now recognize that the actions I took were wrong. This hindsight is why I should be re considered back in to the community. I wish just to play the game again and get back to the RP which I have missed.
My views and character have since changed and upon recent reflection I understand that I was in the wrong for what I initially said and then for how I proceeded with being dealt with the bans and eventual blacklist.
The events prior and during my ban will never be repeated again as I now understand that the best way to go about things is not doing it again and following with what you say to do not trying to evade it like I have done recently. Furthermore, as aforementioned I have genuinely matured and grown up as a person. I majorly dislike who I was and how I acted and wish I done different, so now I will do different and act as an acceptable member of the community.
Why should you be unblacklisted: I believe I should be let back in to the community because I have since grown up as an individual. I no longer share the stupid beliefs today that what I did back then.
Also, I seriously want to play the game again and RP like I did. I do miss it. Therefore, I guarantee that if I was allowed back I would commit to the server and its rules.
As aforementioned, I stated that recently I attempted to log on from a new PC and steam account - I was naive. However, I hope that it does not send the message that I have not matured/changed since they many years ago. I know what I have said and done to this community in the past was wrong. I recognize that I took the "mick" out of the servers leadership and staff team. I was a headache and stupid.
I really do regret how I was and acted. I cannot state enough how much I have changed as a person.
A name I do remember is Yeke. I also remember Yeke wanting to stand up for me after my initial ban - not blacklist, ban. However, I evaded this ban and got it up to a blacklist. For a staff member to want to stick up for me and for me to then evade the ban and act immaturely was an "arsehole" move on my behalf. For which, I do apologize.
I get why I should not be un-blacklisted from your POV. I recently made an attempt at logging back on the server, I done so in the past and I evaded many bans. However, If I were let back into the community, I guarantee that I would break no rules and contribute to what RP is going on. I do miss the community.
Lastly, I have previous experience in this server and I remember being in research leadership and Nu-7 leadership. I know I can play well with the community, I would just appreciate the opportunity to prove it again.
P.S. for the "In game name" section. I also went as "The Brewer" and "Celtic". That is what I remember.
And, I cant remember the exact month or date I was initially banned so I have just put the year 2022 - apologies if that is a hassle.
Thank you for reading this. I do hope you take what I said into consideration at least. I have improved as a person and I am confident I would fit back in well with the community if accepted
If I missed any important details please let me know.