Your in-game name: Polar (I think, its been a while I dont remember 100%)
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:591067584
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/sirtzntrading/
Date of blacklist: 14/05/2024
Who blacklisted you (if known): Ellie I assume
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: In a third-party discord server unrelated to CN, I thought at the time it would be comedic to tell someone that they should rename themselves to (insert Ellies name)
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: I think I attempted to 3 times I think right after I got blacklisted, then just gave up
List any alt accounts: Its been like 5 months since ive even touched those three alts, or even had access to them, so to be honest I couldnt tell you. I believe I was auto banned for evasion on all three, so I assume they are logged somewhere.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: Yes, several times.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: Not be immature and have a sense of morality to not say someones full name on discord.
Why should you be unblacklisted: I don't want to make an excuse for what I did, since there isn't one, but if it means anything my motivation for what I said did not come from a place of malice or "intentionally" try and jeopardize the privacy of Ellie. Like a lot of the players at that time, obviously the leak to certain staffs' info got leaked, and back then I was immature and thought I would sound cool name-dropping an NL's name. I would like to say that I have matured in past 6 months. As for specifically why I think I should be considered to be given amnesty, I've grown a lot as a person since then, I think the main issue at hand here was me being impulsive and just saying things without thinking, at all. That was absolutely the main catalyst around most of my infractions on SCP-RP in general back then, and It was completely my fault for being unable to regulate what I said. But, aside from me generally just maturing, I think back to the times when I was in E-11, having an overall positive output to the community, at least in my opinion, before I became mostly a troublemaker. I would love to have a second chance to go back to that, I had a lot of fun times on the server with really cool people, and made a lot of friends I still talk to today.