Your in-game name: Harlan
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:96547258
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/YellowMallard6/
Date of ban: 1/4/2024
What is your exact ban reason (shows when you try to connect):
Severe Tox | Death Threats
Who banned you: Sierra
Ban length?: Two Weeks
What server were you banned on?: (SCP-RP UK or SCP-RP USA): USA
Link a copy of the in-game rules here (the url):
https://www.civilgamers.com/community/threads/scp-rp-rules.2244/
What will you do to stop this from happening again:
I cannot say that I will familiarize myself with the rules because telling someone “kill yourself” is never appropriate behavior. What I can do is continue to remind myself how harmful these words are, and take time to assess my thoughts more thoroughly before I let them out. I will also retire the roleplay character I was playing on at the time. For that character, I acted more standoffish which could have been an attributing factor to my behavior.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned? No
Why should you be unbanned:
I was roleplaying as a taxi driver on civilian when I encountered the sheriffs. I was killed twice by them and my car was destroyed for having a knife out and then accidentally side-swiping one ranger while driving a car. I am not asserting in any way this justified my words. I just told this to show how I came to an aggravated state. I told an officer “kill yourself” and left after failing to rp as a taxi driver. These words are some of the worst someone can say. I would like to apologize to Ranger Mossasaur for that. I have had my own experiences with suicidal thoughts and self-harm and should know not to go so slow. But with these two words, I embarrassed and shamed myself. I will do better. I think anger often comes with depression and I’m not sure if I'm in a funk right now, but I should not lash out on others, especially with words so harmful. If I am unbanned I will stick to research where I have done well and had very few bad interactions. Also, I do not think would count as a death threat but the staff may have just chosen that as the ban reason since it was close in thought. Thank you.
How can you ensure that you won't break any other rule?:
I will keep myself out of negative interactions and stick to trying to be positive. I will also check of myself and will review the discord and website for any rule changes.
Why do you want to rejoin this server?:[/b]
When I was younger I played on an SCP RP server and poured hundreds of hours into it until the server shut down. I have found similar positive experiences here that make me smile and laugh. This server is just a plain good way to have fun and burn time. I have invested with a donate pass and did not intend to mess around and get banned. I intend to play long-term and be a part of the foundation.
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:96547258
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/YellowMallard6/
Date of ban: 1/4/2024
What is your exact ban reason (shows when you try to connect):
Severe Tox | Death Threats
Who banned you: Sierra
Ban length?: Two Weeks
What server were you banned on?: (SCP-RP UK or SCP-RP USA): USA
Link a copy of the in-game rules here (the url):
https://www.civilgamers.com/community/threads/scp-rp-rules.2244/
What will you do to stop this from happening again:
I cannot say that I will familiarize myself with the rules because telling someone “kill yourself” is never appropriate behavior. What I can do is continue to remind myself how harmful these words are, and take time to assess my thoughts more thoroughly before I let them out. I will also retire the roleplay character I was playing on at the time. For that character, I acted more standoffish which could have been an attributing factor to my behavior.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned? No
Why should you be unbanned:
I was roleplaying as a taxi driver on civilian when I encountered the sheriffs. I was killed twice by them and my car was destroyed for having a knife out and then accidentally side-swiping one ranger while driving a car. I am not asserting in any way this justified my words. I just told this to show how I came to an aggravated state. I told an officer “kill yourself” and left after failing to rp as a taxi driver. These words are some of the worst someone can say. I would like to apologize to Ranger Mossasaur for that. I have had my own experiences with suicidal thoughts and self-harm and should know not to go so slow. But with these two words, I embarrassed and shamed myself. I will do better. I think anger often comes with depression and I’m not sure if I'm in a funk right now, but I should not lash out on others, especially with words so harmful. If I am unbanned I will stick to research where I have done well and had very few bad interactions. Also, I do not think would count as a death threat but the staff may have just chosen that as the ban reason since it was close in thought. Thank you.
How can you ensure that you won't break any other rule?:
I will keep myself out of negative interactions and stick to trying to be positive. I will also check of myself and will review the discord and website for any rule changes.
Why do you want to rejoin this server?:[/b]
When I was younger I played on an SCP RP server and poured hundreds of hours into it until the server shut down. I have found similar positive experiences here that make me smile and laugh. This server is just a plain good way to have fun and burn time. I have invested with a donate pass and did not intend to mess around and get banned. I intend to play long-term and be a part of the foundation.
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