I'm Tired.

Iris/Remilia

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Dear Civilnetworks Community,
I am sorry to leave this on you in the forums, but I can't take it anymore. The server is going to hell, and the weight on me is too much to bear, not to mention the weight that every other decently-high-ranking person has to hold. I am sorry to all those that have dealt with the pain of having to play the server like a damn second job. The server is going to hell. The breaches have gone to shit, theres barely any surface content, and some of the mods aren't doing so hot. Not going to name names. Not to mention the strictness of the rules on some occasions, and the lack of leniency in some staff. Along with that, there is a lack of patches in loopholes with the rules, like how instinct is a factor at play.This is also in honor of a friend of mine. Goodbye, CN. I may come back, I may not, but in the meantime, I bid thee adieu. Of course, if I do come back, I won't be very active, because as i said, burnout is very prone to happen on this god-forsaken server. One final time, goodbye my friends, and may Perfection find a new path.

Sincerely, Remilia 'Perfection, Perfect, or Flawed' Alucard.


I'll list some people that i like and don't like.

spoon5522, also known as Chief Jack Edwards. You were a great friend of mine, and sorry for coming off as weird to you. Change gensec for the better.

Keagan. Your art is amazing man, and I'm glad you were one of the 2 that got DoR. Keep it goin, and you might even get a Cl5 position one day. Hoping for it.

Robert Peterson. I don't know you all that well, but i'll try to tune in on this next podcast episode. Sorry for not being able to stay around longer.

Guardian. It's tragic the way you went out. I hope you eventually come back sooner or later, and if you dont, just know you were the greatest GOC ltgen ive ever heard of.


Astra. Youre pretty chill, i dont got much to say about you.


All of the Current Nu-7 (and that one LT.) Thank you for having me, and even though I wasn't there long, i was looking forward to playing with you more.

All of E-11. Your shit's boring, but can be fun sometimes, and it got me a higher chance of ert. Thanks for that, hope to come back to you if i come back.

THAT ONE O-1: You need to learn not to hold a grudge man, i shot that camera a month ago as a joke. Other than that ur decently chill.

All of GOC: I heavily enjoyed your branch, and it was possibly the most fun ive had in the entiriety of civil networks.

Marvin Garden, aka The Curator. Thanks for talking to me about my event idea, i knew it wouldve probably been a pain in the ass to build. Also youre pretty chill.

Zeta and Informant: My 2 homeboys. Yall deserve everything good that comes your way.


Ventz. You are my friend for some reason or another, I have no goddamn idea why. We've had 1 conversation and its about you being tired. Youre pretty chill.

Metro. I don't like you. Gonna leave it at that.


Pawz. The favorite ethics member. Hope to see you shine as bright as a star in the ethics committee, and change this place for the better. P.S., I still remember when you brutally executed me as a GOC :(

Big Barry Blue, I don't know what to say about you. You're cool.

@stephenpreisler
You're chill for the most part, even tho you got me smacked with an ltap ban that one time for ragequitting (read complaint staff PLEASE), but yeah, youre chill as fuck.

@Jamie"Iris" you are STINKY. Absolutely RANCID. Truly DESPICABLE that you think you could come into MY forums with your STINKINESS. In all seriousness though, youre a pretty funny person, and I like you. Keep it real.


And thats all off the top of my head. I'll probably add more.
Cya.
 
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Your passion for intriguing roleplay was refreshing, and I genuinely enjoyed having you around. I hope you return sometime when you feel better or when you are able. I vividly remember the first meeting with you; it was a staff sit with me, you, and an Ambassador. o7
 
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Iris/Remilia

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bro it's a gmod SCP rp server, legitimately leave the house like once or twice a week because this is really pathetic. It's not a full time job and a few months of activity doesn't require a super narcissistic leaving post, Ventz does not know u 🤣
..homeboy, i literally have a life outside scprp? Im just saying that this server has lost its spark. Maybe dont be an asswipe next time.
 

Iris/Remilia

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Jul 10, 2024
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Your passion for intriguing roleplay was refreshing, and I genuinely enjoyed having you around. I hope you return sometime when you feel better or when you are able. I vividly remember the first meeting with you; it was a staff sit with me, you, and an Ambassador.
Still kinda mad at you for that lol, but I'll get over it. Nice meeting u too btw, hope to come back once i've significantly gotten better.
 

Iris/Remilia

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Jul 10, 2024
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I live!

Sad we could never do your event idea, but I know you'll come back (if you do) stronger for having taken a break. Hope you find another avenue to express that crazy creative spark :>
Who knows. Maybe once my break's over, I'll try and become a GM.
 

Iris/Remilia

Well-known Member
Jul 10, 2024
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3
41
Dear Civilnetworks Community,
I am sorry to leave this on you in the forums, but I can't take it anymore. The server is going to hell, and the weight on me is too much to bear, not to mention the weight that every other decently-high-ranking person has to hold. I am sorry to all those that have dealt with the pain of having to play the server like a damn second job. The server is going to hell. The breaches have gone to shit, theres barely any surface content, and some of the mods aren't doing so hot. Not going to name names. Not to mention the strictness of the rules on some occasions, and the lack of leniency in some staff. Along with that, there is a lack of patches in loopholes with the rules, like how instinct is a factor at play.This is also in honor of a friend of mine. Goodbye, CN. I may come back, I may not, but in the meantime, I bid thee adieu. Of course, if I do come back, I won't be very active, because as i said, burnout is very prone to happen on this god-forsaken server. One final time, goodbye my friends, and may Perfection find a new path.

Sincerely, Remilia 'Perfection, Perfect, or Flawed' Alucard.


I'll list some people that i like and don't like.

spoon5522, also known as Chief Jack Edwards. You were a great friend of mine, and sorry for coming off as weird to you. Change gensec for the better.

Keagan. Your art is amazing man, and I'm glad you were one of the 2 that got DoR. Keep it goin, and you might even get a Cl5 position one day. Hoping for it.

Robert Peterson. I don't know you all that well, but i'll try to tune in on this next podcast episode. Sorry for not being able to stay around longer.

Guardian. It's tragic the way you went out. I hope you eventually come back sooner or later, and if you dont, just know you were the greatest GOC ltgen ive ever heard of.


Astra. Youre pretty chill, i dont got much to say about you.


All of the Current Nu-7 (and that one LT.) Thank you for having me, and even though I wasn't there long, i was looking forward to playing with you more.

All of E-11. Your shit's boring, but can be fun sometimes, and it got me a higher chance of ert. Thanks for that, hope to come back to you if i come back.

THAT ONE O-1: You need to learn not to hold a grudge man, i shot that camera a month ago as a joke. Other than that ur decently chill.

All of GOC: I heavily enjoyed your branch, and it was possibly the most fun ive had in the entiriety of civil networks.

Marvin Garden, aka The Curator. Thanks for talking to me about my event idea, i knew it wouldve probably been a pain in the ass to build. Also youre pretty chill.

Zeta and Informant: My 2 homeboys. Yall deserve everything good that comes your way.


Ventz. You are my friend for some reason or another, I have no goddamn idea why. We've had 1 conversation and its about you being tired. Youre pretty chill.

Metro. I don't like you. Gonna leave it at that.


Pawz. The favorite ethics member. Hope to see you shine as bright as a star in the ethics committee, and change this place for the better. P.S., I still remember when you brutally executed me as a GOC :(

Big Barry Blue, I don't know what to say about you. You're cool.

@stephenpreisler
You're chill for the most part, even tho you got me smacked with an ltap ban that one time for ragequitting (read complaint staff PLEASE), but yeah, youre chill as fuck.

@Jamie"Iris" you are STINKY. Absolutely RANCID. Truly DESPICABLE that you think you could come into MY forums with your STINKINESS. In all seriousness though, youre a pretty funny person, and I like you. Keep it real.


And thats all off the top of my head. I'll probably add more.
Cya.
Guess whos coming back tomorrow.
 

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