- Oct 21, 2023
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hi your gonna see a lot of weird rambling in no particular order, also im aleks, im a ghost so u probably dont know me but i did, some things? i change my name pfp everything constantly so i thought i should clarify
grammar is also gonna be horrible cuz i just can't bother, i gotta go to bed its a wednesday night i got a life to live OK BYE!!
grammar is also gonna be horrible cuz i just can't bother, i gotta go to bed its a wednesday night i got a life to live OK BYE!!
it was fun, i gotta take myself a 1 year vacation cause if i reapply on like the day when i can it's gonna be really icky from their perspectives so i gotta be gone for a year to show that im a changed man and i probably have no clue if i'd give a fuck about the server so here's this awesome message that no one will read cause it is buried
yeh anyways to the .9% of people who are reading this hi i got blacklisted for something that made sense, its actually quite easy to not talk to blacklisted people btw, actually not the talk part, just matter of fact helping them,
i mean dude like i know what i did was wrong but at least bro evaded them long enough to get MCOM, it would've been fucking tragic, if he immediately got detected or something, but actually wait no hold on it wouldn't it's only tragic cause i was grinding the server and got into O-1 again compared to me just getting blacklisted on the server when i originally helped him i "had no intentions of playing again" i came back and forgot about it and was very surprised to see i got blacklisted and then it clicked.
i mean like, civil networks is awesome u just gotta ignore the diddling committee from the shadows and then u find really awesome people,
i found the feeling weird getting absolutely exiled like that, i mean dude i have had such a parasocial relationship with fucking garrys mod scp roleplay and getting that message on my screen hurt my psyche so much for some reason, i mean it really fucked with me.
o-1 was also awesome, you guys keep doing your thing just don't pull the puggo-ening again
a-1 lowkey scared me, i mean like i did that one thing that was.. very memeable, i was like on my knees BUUUUUT ANYWAYS IM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT, just know i did something ultra stupid!!
nu-7 and e-11 are pretty much the same except e-11 i just found to be agonizingly boring, compared to chilling at surface doing nothing and having the choice to run around a big ass map and shoot CI, you get to sit at a checkpoint and do checkpoint duty, people loved trolling u aswell so it was annoying
i mean like compared to me joining civil and leaving after like 4 months or something i feel obliged to make this message cause i spentwasted 2 years of my life on this server
idk what really else to talk about, i dont try to be enemies with anybody, obviously you can see where that landed me lol but anyways uhh im gonna share some songs cuz they awesome, i remember during the days where i was like civil fanboy number 67(im a practicing comedian) @Vaati he understands my jokes, im also not gonna mention anyone else cuz he, yes HE!! specifically needs to know wait hold if i mention him he's probably gonna bump it and then like start a chain reaction giving me publicity fuck, oh whatever i dont really care yeh but anyways when i was a civil fanboy dude i was absolutely romanticizing like my "leaving" songs and leaving message uhh, idk why, i mean i wasn't planning on leaving a legacy like this cause i got fucking BLACKLISTED so.. ouchers oh wait something about a song? ok uhh lets see oh yeah omori is awesome, it'd be like cool if you could like read this whole message listening to that link but i put it down here so whatever, wait no just making the font size bigger and bold works dude hell yeah!!!
i think im done now man, also this is a "leaving" message but in hopes IN HOPES!! it is temporary, ALSO ALSO OTHER SONG CHECK OUT RE:RE I FUCKIN LOVE THIS SONG!!!
wait shouldn't i do specific mentions? i mean actually sure why not actually wait nevermind i cant think of nothing, whoevers reading this your probably awesome man! also to the one person who said i held a grudge for sending you to ISD when you shot down a camera that i was watching i just in general did not like you, you are like the one person i dislike on the server, i dont even remember the name but like.. ehhhhh oh they made a leaving message i could totally check that out, i wont say their name but.. just bro..
OK, uhh actually i have one final thing to say, mayuri you were and are(?) fucking awesome u are like the bestest of people ever, i would've left early without u for sure, probably would've been better idk OK BYE!!!
yeh anyways to the .9% of people who are reading this hi i got blacklisted for something that made sense, its actually quite easy to not talk to blacklisted people btw, actually not the talk part, just matter of fact helping them,
i mean dude like i know what i did was wrong but at least bro evaded them long enough to get MCOM, it would've been fucking tragic, if he immediately got detected or something, but actually wait no hold on it wouldn't it's only tragic cause i was grinding the server and got into O-1 again compared to me just getting blacklisted on the server when i originally helped him i "had no intentions of playing again" i came back and forgot about it and was very surprised to see i got blacklisted and then it clicked.
i mean like, civil networks is awesome u just gotta ignore the diddling committee from the shadows and then u find really awesome people,
i found the feeling weird getting absolutely exiled like that, i mean dude i have had such a parasocial relationship with fucking garrys mod scp roleplay and getting that message on my screen hurt my psyche so much for some reason, i mean it really fucked with me.
o-1 was also awesome, you guys keep doing your thing just don't pull the puggo-ening again
a-1 lowkey scared me, i mean like i did that one thing that was.. very memeable, i was like on my knees BUUUUUT ANYWAYS IM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT, just know i did something ultra stupid!!
nu-7 and e-11 are pretty much the same except e-11 i just found to be agonizingly boring, compared to chilling at surface doing nothing and having the choice to run around a big ass map and shoot CI, you get to sit at a checkpoint and do checkpoint duty, people loved trolling u aswell so it was annoying
i mean like compared to me joining civil and leaving after like 4 months or something i feel obliged to make this message cause i spent
idk what really else to talk about, i dont try to be enemies with anybody, obviously you can see where that landed me lol but anyways uhh im gonna share some songs cuz they awesome, i remember during the days where i was like civil fanboy number 67
i think im done now man, also this is a "leaving" message but in hopes IN HOPES!! it is temporary, ALSO ALSO OTHER SONG CHECK OUT RE:RE I FUCKIN LOVE THIS SONG!!!
wait shouldn't i do specific mentions? i mean actually sure why not actually wait nevermind i cant think of nothing, whoevers reading this your probably awesome man! also to the one person who said i held a grudge for sending you to ISD when you shot down a camera that i was watching i just in general did not like you, you are like the one person i dislike on the server, i dont even remember the name but like.. ehhhhh oh they made a leaving message i could totally check that out, i wont say their name but.. just bro..
OK, uhh actually i have one final thing to say, mayuri you were and are(?) fucking awesome u are like the bestest of people ever, i would've left early without u for sure, probably would've been better idk OK BYE!!!
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