You know, within my 3 years of playing on CN.
I didn't expect to go out the way I did, I won't go into the specifics as I dislike hate being thrown around, however I have been removed.
I hope to give a clear goodbye and leave a message on my own terms, from the heart as a person who loved the community and wanted everyone to have fun; I don't know if this will be permanent or not, but I will be taking a break.
I started of as a slight minge - as we all do as our baby steps on CN - in the Research Department, my most beloved department in all of CN. Research allowed me to express ideas of my own through tests, and let me explore more into the world of SCP & Community of CN.
When I got to Sr Researcher, it became stagnant for a little while; till randomly I met a kind Executive Researcher @NeoAltra who really pushed me to go above and beyond. So much so that I became an Executive of my own. My time as an Executive usually was me making friends and running around having fun with many people, I enjoyed my times as an Executive...
Then afterwards came the grueling and long DoR phase... Whoo boy, where do I start?
We can go to that time I got kicked from D-Block for like 20 minutes cause old @Jack Edwards (Spoon) how dare you lmao, All I did was laugh at a chef that said "I'm gonna stab him"
Or we could go to the time where Ventz himself had to come on down to stop bullshit between GSD/RSD, oh that was funny. Having Ventz himself actively step off his throne to say it was stupid; and how all the Executives at the time including DoRs went on a strike, we literally went around everytime we had a D-Class going "So we are non-combatives, we have no guns and cannot stop you if you run - please don't." Then they'd break out and we'd just watch them. Truly it was funny times.
Even RSD Cl4 Meetings were insane, it was about 5 minutes of productivity and 55 minutes of us yapping random crap, though believe me my style was very effective, we were a family.
Though jesus did a lot of burnout happen, why is managing a department so hard!
But overall, it was some of my funniest times on the server, and I love the Research Department for everything they've given. @RyanStekken W times.
Then onto the Ol' Site Administration position, one where not much really happened, it was a very neutral thing for me. I loved the people in it and we all had fun - I did do a few dumb things in there though... Many things happened, but at the same time I can't really remember... Though SA was still a pretty fun thing to do, I loved helping others and doing unethical things.
Then Overseer reign. During this time I had tons of fun meeting lots of new people and experiencing tons of new sides to the server. At first I'll be honest Alpha-1 scared me, but then I realized, "Hold on I'm O5 what I say goes so like they're chuds." The RP we got up to was both slop & sick as hell, I had so much fun with everyone. The whole "Never Nuke" bit was funny as well, people mass-pinging me at the worst times ever as well, when it finally happened dude it was so sick. I'm so happy I managed to turn into "Finally Nuke" a goal of mine was met, so sad that multiple assistants and SA did it before me though... How does that even happen.
Overall, I had fun, and that's what matters; I love you all,
O5-2 "The Solace" / Desmond Ersatz
(I was gonna do a giant @ wall, but I wanted my experience and message to go across)
I didn't expect to go out the way I did, I won't go into the specifics as I dislike hate being thrown around, however I have been removed.
I hope to give a clear goodbye and leave a message on my own terms, from the heart as a person who loved the community and wanted everyone to have fun; I don't know if this will be permanent or not, but I will be taking a break.
I started of as a slight minge - as we all do as our baby steps on CN - in the Research Department, my most beloved department in all of CN. Research allowed me to express ideas of my own through tests, and let me explore more into the world of SCP & Community of CN.
When I got to Sr Researcher, it became stagnant for a little while; till randomly I met a kind Executive Researcher @NeoAltra who really pushed me to go above and beyond. So much so that I became an Executive of my own. My time as an Executive usually was me making friends and running around having fun with many people, I enjoyed my times as an Executive...
Then afterwards came the grueling and long DoR phase... Whoo boy, where do I start?
We can go to that time I got kicked from D-Block for like 20 minutes cause old @Jack Edwards (Spoon) how dare you lmao, All I did was laugh at a chef that said "I'm gonna stab him"
Or we could go to the time where Ventz himself had to come on down to stop bullshit between GSD/RSD, oh that was funny. Having Ventz himself actively step off his throne to say it was stupid; and how all the Executives at the time including DoRs went on a strike, we literally went around everytime we had a D-Class going "So we are non-combatives, we have no guns and cannot stop you if you run - please don't." Then they'd break out and we'd just watch them. Truly it was funny times.
Even RSD Cl4 Meetings were insane, it was about 5 minutes of productivity and 55 minutes of us yapping random crap, though believe me my style was very effective, we were a family.
Though jesus did a lot of burnout happen, why is managing a department so hard!
But overall, it was some of my funniest times on the server, and I love the Research Department for everything they've given. @RyanStekken W times.
Then onto the Ol' Site Administration position, one where not much really happened, it was a very neutral thing for me. I loved the people in it and we all had fun - I did do a few dumb things in there though... Many things happened, but at the same time I can't really remember... Though SA was still a pretty fun thing to do, I loved helping others and doing unethical things.
Then Overseer reign. During this time I had tons of fun meeting lots of new people and experiencing tons of new sides to the server. At first I'll be honest Alpha-1 scared me, but then I realized, "Hold on I'm O5 what I say goes so like they're chuds." The RP we got up to was both slop & sick as hell, I had so much fun with everyone. The whole "Never Nuke" bit was funny as well, people mass-pinging me at the worst times ever as well, when it finally happened dude it was so sick. I'm so happy I managed to turn into "Finally Nuke" a goal of mine was met, so sad that multiple assistants and SA did it before me though... How does that even happen.
Overall, I had fun, and that's what matters; I love you all,
O5-2 "The Solace" / Desmond Ersatz
(I was gonna do a giant @ wall, but I wanted my experience and message to go across)
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