What is your in-game name?
-Slasher “The Clockworker”
What is your Steam ID?
-STEAM_00:0:613565117
What is your Steam community link?
-https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199187395962/
When were you banned?
-Tue Jan 3 11:19:32 2023
What was your exact ban reason?
-RDM [E] | Stacked Bans [X] - Jambo
Who banned you?
-Jules
What is your ban length?
-26 weeks
What server were you banned from?
-SCP-RP USA
Link a copy of the in-game rules here
-https://www.civilgamers.com/community/threads/scp-rp-rules.2244/
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Disclaimer: I will not beg or make you feel condemnable or sympathetic. I will address the situation, state my formal opinion, and apologize.
Also, I started writing this on January 6th, 2023
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Why should you be unbanned?
I have taken much time to think about my actions on that day and what had happened and what had caused such a reaction, and I have also taken the time to talk to a school counselor and get appointments set up for anger management. What had happened in the D-Block kitchen was entirely my fault and was a choice of action that had cost me everything, it was caused out of impulse in the situation and I have taken much time away to reflect on my actions and do better. But unfortunately, my anger has cost me much more than just a ban from SCP-RP, it has also cost me the only computer I played on. A few weeks ago I got angry because my computer was slow and punched it, the LCD screen shattered. I now have a real PC and I can play the server much better and not crash all the time. I apologize sincerely for what I had done and I am trying my best to do better. What I had done was very immature and was entirely my fault and I will never do it again.
What will you do to stop this from happening again?
I am already taking anger management and I have gone to many hospitals to try to get a solution for my issues, I have upped the dosage of my ADHD medication to reduce my hyperactivity and things that people describe as “Annoying”. My anger management has taken a toll on the way I think and the ways it impacts situations that before, would’ve been unavoidable. I have taken the time and put effort into the process of fixing my many disorders. I have said before my many issues but I will list them again to refresh your memory. ADHD, ADD, Autism, Anger issues, Light Depression. I have worked hard to help my anger issues and ADHD, and my counselor said she has seen a massive improvement. I feel as though I am ready to rejoin the SCP-RP community and be a functioning member of the community.
How can you ensure that you won't break any other rule?
As I have stated in the previous paragraph, I am taking anger management and I am thinking through the consequences of situations better, my parents say they have seen an improvement in my ability to drop an argument instead of escalating it. I feel like I am improving and I can finally “turn over a new leaf” for good this time and be more mature and responsible in the future, what happened that got me banned was avoidable in a lot of ways, and I have seen that. I greatly regret what happened and I apologize for it. But it is in the past and I have changed since then. I am ready to rejoin the community and be a contributing member in many ways.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned?
Yes, many times, I do greatly apologize for past issues or problems I have caused. My past self would’ve accused everyone possible but I do not see a way that doing that could fix anything. Owning up to my mistakes is the first step of improvement for doing better and I have practiced that many times in the past month.
Why do you want to rejoin this server?
Because it holds a special place in my heart, it was the 3rd server I had ever played. I felt like I fit in this community because everyone here shares the same interest which is hard to find, a love for SCP, a community I have been a part of for years and that is something I will love for the rest of my life. SCP is special to me and I am even working on writing my own canon SCP to contribute to the community. I love this community and always will, though there have been many ups and downs, I have come to forgive those that have hurt me or that I have hurt. I apologize sincerely to those to whom I said something hurtful and I hope you can forgive me. Thank you guys for showing me that I need to change and thank you for allowing me to be a part of this community and have such an amazing experience and make so many friends.
Also if anyone clipped what happened in the D-Block kitchen please send it to me I would like to reflect on that moment and identify those whom I had killed so I can apologize to them.
-Slasher “The Clockworker”
What is your Steam ID?
-STEAM_00:0:613565117
What is your Steam community link?
-https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199187395962/
When were you banned?
-Tue Jan 3 11:19:32 2023
What was your exact ban reason?
-RDM [E] | Stacked Bans [X] - Jambo
Who banned you?
-Jules
What is your ban length?
-26 weeks
What server were you banned from?
-SCP-RP USA
Link a copy of the in-game rules here
-https://www.civilgamers.com/community/threads/scp-rp-rules.2244/
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Disclaimer: I will not beg or make you feel condemnable or sympathetic. I will address the situation, state my formal opinion, and apologize.
Also, I started writing this on January 6th, 2023
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Why should you be unbanned?
I have taken much time to think about my actions on that day and what had happened and what had caused such a reaction, and I have also taken the time to talk to a school counselor and get appointments set up for anger management. What had happened in the D-Block kitchen was entirely my fault and was a choice of action that had cost me everything, it was caused out of impulse in the situation and I have taken much time away to reflect on my actions and do better. But unfortunately, my anger has cost me much more than just a ban from SCP-RP, it has also cost me the only computer I played on. A few weeks ago I got angry because my computer was slow and punched it, the LCD screen shattered. I now have a real PC and I can play the server much better and not crash all the time. I apologize sincerely for what I had done and I am trying my best to do better. What I had done was very immature and was entirely my fault and I will never do it again.
What will you do to stop this from happening again?
I am already taking anger management and I have gone to many hospitals to try to get a solution for my issues, I have upped the dosage of my ADHD medication to reduce my hyperactivity and things that people describe as “Annoying”. My anger management has taken a toll on the way I think and the ways it impacts situations that before, would’ve been unavoidable. I have taken the time and put effort into the process of fixing my many disorders. I have said before my many issues but I will list them again to refresh your memory. ADHD, ADD, Autism, Anger issues, Light Depression. I have worked hard to help my anger issues and ADHD, and my counselor said she has seen a massive improvement. I feel as though I am ready to rejoin the SCP-RP community and be a functioning member of the community.
How can you ensure that you won't break any other rule?
As I have stated in the previous paragraph, I am taking anger management and I am thinking through the consequences of situations better, my parents say they have seen an improvement in my ability to drop an argument instead of escalating it. I feel like I am improving and I can finally “turn over a new leaf” for good this time and be more mature and responsible in the future, what happened that got me banned was avoidable in a lot of ways, and I have seen that. I greatly regret what happened and I apologize for it. But it is in the past and I have changed since then. I am ready to rejoin the community and be a contributing member in many ways.
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned?
Yes, many times, I do greatly apologize for past issues or problems I have caused. My past self would’ve accused everyone possible but I do not see a way that doing that could fix anything. Owning up to my mistakes is the first step of improvement for doing better and I have practiced that many times in the past month.
Why do you want to rejoin this server?
Because it holds a special place in my heart, it was the 3rd server I had ever played. I felt like I fit in this community because everyone here shares the same interest which is hard to find, a love for SCP, a community I have been a part of for years and that is something I will love for the rest of my life. SCP is special to me and I am even working on writing my own canon SCP to contribute to the community. I love this community and always will, though there have been many ups and downs, I have come to forgive those that have hurt me or that I have hurt. I apologize sincerely to those to whom I said something hurtful and I hope you can forgive me. Thank you guys for showing me that I need to change and thank you for allowing me to be a part of this community and have such an amazing experience and make so many friends.
Also if anyone clipped what happened in the D-Block kitchen please send it to me I would like to reflect on that moment and identify those whom I had killed so I can apologize to them.
