The Comeback - Iniuriam eos probare [UK]

[Jax Pascall]

Hello dear reader,
you have probably seen Jax Pascall (me) at some point in game and have most likely been given a shitty impression.
However you are to be pleased at hearing the news, the comeback is now.

I have played on CN in the wrongest way possible, and have JUST realized that impatience and inattention to detail drove me to a AO blacklist and general hate by parts of the community. After a few discussions with some experienced players a wake up call was achieved.

I have too many hours on gmod and just recently realized that CN isnt just a gmod server, it's an actual genuine RP server. This has lead me to realize how my use of OOC / pms has been incredibly wrong as I compared that behaviour to when I was a D&D player and it's unacceptable here the same way it is there. Naturally now as I see this, me playing will no longer just be me playing the game, I will in IC context embody my character (lore pending approval) and in an OOC manner be more patient and not expect anything from people.

So with this, you receive a formal apology and a promise for improvement!
Thank you for your support and I ask kindly for your patience,
Jax.

P.S. If you have any advice or tips or want to support me in any way my discord is open (zebooki) and just talk to me please that is all I ask, do not expect the world out of me and hold on to the benefit of the doubt. I will do my best, godspeed.

 

[Broda]

The way you have treated people has been appalling. The audacity to state "I was a D&D player" to just try and shrug this off is incredible.

If you want to improve your standing in the community, treat people better. Stop faking you having pull with FCOM/SA/Directors when something doesn't go your way or you are being reprimanded for such behavior.

Just be calm, collected and thoughtful to others. The way you have treated a lot of people OOCly on both servers genuinely surprises me you haven't caught a ban for it yet.

But, I'm all for second chances. Good luck

 

[Dimitri 'Pixie' Yung]

I appreciate anyone who is willing to reflect and say they want to improve, as it shows a sign of personal insight and wanting to correct past behaviours. That said, accountability isn’t just a realization or a promise, it’s how you treat people consistently, especially when things don’t go your way.

For instants, it is not my responsibility, nor any other player’s, to report others on your behalf. Nor is it anyone's but staffs duty (or the player themselves) to identify new players for you or manage your frustrations in game. You /pming me about me not reporting one person 2 days after you mixed quiet a bit within a small time frame and saying I hold a bias to not report ISD is honestly horrid and incorrect, plus even attempting to avoid me by asking if you could muting/blocking rather than addressing the behaviour itself, is part of the issue that I have had with you which has caused issues between us.

If change is genuinely the goal, then it needs to include respecting ISD (as you did cause issues for ISD as NU-7 by the documents your were constantly putting up) and other players across all roles and interactions. Not just by adjusting your playstyle or RP expectations. Improvement is something the community will notice over time through actions, not posts.

I hope that improvement happens, but trust will come from consistency, and not just benefit of the doubt.

 

[Jax Pascall]

The way you have treated people has been appalling. The audacity to state "I was a D&D player" to just try and shrug this off is incredible.

If you want to improve your standing in the community, treat people better. Stop faking you having pull with FCOM/SA/Directors when something doesn't go your way or you are being reprimanded for such behavior.

Just be calm, collected and thoughtful to others. The way you have treated a lot of people OOCly on both servers genuinely surprises me you haven't caught a ban for it yet.

But, I'm all for second chances. Good luck

Thank you for the advice and notes, I just wanted to point out I worded the part about D&D incredibly wrong and have now reworded it. I appreciate your tips, they make a lot of sense. I shouldn't throw meaningless tantrums when it doesn't go my way and just roll with the RP as it plays out.

 

[Jax Pascall]

I appreciate anyone who is willing to reflect and say they want to improve, as it shows a sign of personal insight and wanting to correct past behaviours. That said, accountability isn’t just a realization or a promise, it’s how you treat people consistently, especially when things don’t go your way.

For instants, it is not my responsibility, nor any other player’s, to report others on your behalf. Nor is it anyone's but staffs duty (or the player themselves) to identify new players for you or manage your frustrations in game. You /pming me about me not reporting one person 2 days after you mixed quiet a bit within a small time frame and saying I hold a bias to not report ISD is honestly horrid and incorrect, plus even attempting to avoid me by asking if you could muting/blocking rather than addressing the behaviour itself, is part of the issue that I have had with you which has caused issues between us.

If change is genuinely the goal, then it needs to include respecting ISD (as you did cause issues for ISD as NU-7 by the documents your were constantly putting up) and other players across all roles and interactions. Not just by adjusting your playstyle or RP expectations. Improvement is something the community will notice over time through actions, not posts.

I hope that improvement happens, but trust will come from consistency, and not just benefit of the doubt.

I will do my best to make your hopes come true, improvement will come.
I also apologize again for the incident about reports we had and my use of pm's. It was childish.